Sabtu, 12 Desember 2009

Unbreak my heart

. Don't leave me in all this pain .
. Don't leave me out in the rain .
. Come back and bring back my smile .
. Come back and take these tears away .
. I need your arms to hold me now .
. The nights are so unkind .
. Bring back those night .
. When i held you beside me .
. Unbreak my heart .
. Say you'll love me again .
. Un-do this hurt you caused .
. When you walked out the door .
. And walked outta my life .
. Un-cry these tears .
. I cried so many nights .
. Un-break my hearts .
. Take back that sad word goodbey .
. Bring back the joy to my life .
. Don't leave me here with these tears .
. Come and blew this pain away .
. I can't forget the day you left .
. Time is so unkind and life so cruel .
. Whitout you here beside me .

Selasa, 01 Desember 2009

never again

Would have given up my life for you
Guess it's true what they say about love
It's blind
Girl, you lied straight to my face
Looking in my eyes
And I believed you 'cause I loved you more than life
And all you had to do
Was apologize

You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me, again

No, no, no, no, no, no

Sadness has me at the end of the line
Helpless watched you break this heart of mine
And loneliness only wants you back here with me
Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me
And all you had to do
Was apologize, and mean it

But you didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me

I wish like hell I could go back in time
Maybe then I could see how
Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try
But it's too late, it's over now

You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me
Again

Again, yeah, yeah
Again, again, again, yeah, yeah, yeah
Never get to love me

Senin, 30 November 2009

my heart

. .akku mencoba memahami arti sebuah kehidupan . kehidupan tanpamu . yeahh cukupp menyakitkan but its true .

. .ini adalah kenyataan . akku telah terbangun dari mimpi indahku .

. .akku berharap akku gakkant terbangun dari mimpi indahku selamanya .

. .tapi takdir berkata lain . akku harus terbangun dari mimpi indahku ini . dan akku harruz menghadapi hidupku yang sebenarnya .

. .hoaaa gakk gampang ternyata hidup tanpamu .

. .yeaahhh tapie akku hruzz beusaha untuk biscaa hidup tanpamu .

. .akku bisca . yeahh akku pasti bisca .

. .you just last dream .

. .akku udah capek di sakidtin truzz meneruzz . mungkin ini pilihan yang terbaik untukku .

. .huftt .

. .akku sering bertanya-tanya . apakah kalo akku mati masihh addakahh orang yang peduli samma akku ??

. .kalo akku mati appakahh seseorang akan menyesal telahh membuatku sakidd hati ??

. .mungkin gakk adda satu orang puntt yang peduli samma akku .

. .akku mang layakk buadd di giniint . yeahh akku cuma sampahh di mata kalian ! akku bukan orang yang berharga bagii kaliant .

. .keyyy . akku terima kokk kloo kaliant nganggep akku kaeakk gtchuu .

. .akku ingin marahh . tapi appa gunanya akku marahh . tetepp atja kamuu gakk ngerti perasaantkuu n gakkant pernah ngertii !

. .terkadang akku bertanya-tanya . kamu tuhh masih punya hati gakk cehh ? kamu tuhh mcee puya otak gakk cehh ?

. .kamu gakk liadd pa . ini lukaa ? ahhhgrr percuma ea ngomong ma kamu tuh . Buang" tenaga atja . Cma buad tmbh ckid ati atja .
. Kmu sma atja kyk mereka ! Akku harap kaliant bkal sdarar smaa appa ygg kaliant lakuin ke akku . Yeah i hope that .

fix you !!

. .When you try your best but you don't succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse
. .And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste Could it be worse ?
. .Lights will guide you home And ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix you
. .And high up above or down belowWhen you're too in love to let it goBut if you never try you'll never knowJust what you're worth
. .Lights will guide you homeAnd ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix you
. .Tears stream down your facewhen you lose something you cannot replaceTears stream down your faceAnd I
. .Tears stream down your faceI promise you I will learn from my mistakesTears stream down your face And I
. .Lights will guide you homeAnd ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix you

Jumat, 27 November 2009

crying in dying


. .I'm really very confused. What you mean?
once you often make me smile. but now you often made me cry with you it's strange behavior.
. .What do you want? please tell me what you want! I've had enough of all this. tired. you are now is not you who I knew before. you differently. you are now my life is a monster of destruction. This reply the same way you kill me slowly. hoaaaa I'm crazy with this.
. .kill me now! I'm really fed up with all this. basic betrayal. you already broke my heart. ohh not just break my heart but also destroy everything.
. .ashh what you're saying it's just nonsense. lie! you are a big liar!
. .all of you just lied !
. .promise is also just a lie!
. .if you can't hold your promise, do not try to promise me ! It just makes me smile for a while and suffer for eternity !!
. .go out of my life ! I wanted out of his mind that all forgotten. or to die ! so that problems can be lost false.
. .but I still want to survive with all this. because I know I'll get through all this. let's chili can do it !!
. .forget the past to open a new page more beautiful !!
. .we start from the beginning. Do not make the same mistake !!

Rabu, 18 November 2009

ngomong pakek bahasa prancisss .

Je suis triste parce qu'il jouait avec mon coeur.
il était mal. pourrait-il un jour décidé que je ne fut pas sans raison apparente.
Homme irresponsable de base. seulement sucré dans la bouche tout seul!!
seulement sucré quand je suis nécessaire. si je n'étais pas dans le besoin, je suis dans les déchets comme les déchets!!
Lorsque manismu promesse. Love Me to Death. maintenant tu aller à mon propre récepteur. ce que vous dites ne peux pas le croire.
Lie Lie Lie! tous les aja de quoi vous parlez seul édulcorant. pas de cœur! pourquoi? pourquoi?
pourquoi vous me faire ça?
Peu importe le passé, lâcher prise. pas dans une autre rampe. Je vous ai portés volontaires pour aller de mon côté. c'est peut-être la meilleure pour moi.
Il est temps pour mmbuka nouvelles feuilles plus belle.
esprit! Je le ferai!

Jumat, 23 Oktober 2009

Say

. .I can see the first leaf falling .
. .It's all yellow and nice .
. .It's so very cold outside .
. .Like the way i'm feeling inside .
. .Outside it's now raining .
. .And tears are falling from my eyes .
. .Why did it have to happen ?
. .Why did it all have to end ?
. .I have your arms around me .
. .Ohh like fire ! Arghhrw ^^!
. .But when i open my eyes .
. .YOU'RE GONE !
. .Ashh shit ! Huhuhu T.T
. .It's just a nice dream .
. .I'm a little girl .
. .In a big big world .
. .It's not a big thing .
. .If you leave me .
. .But i do feel .
. .That i too will miss you much .
. .Miss you much !

Minggu, 18 Oktober 2009

. After cried !!!!


. .Jam 9ant . Akku resmi mnjdie jomblo .
. .Wkwkwk xD .!
. .Mavin ak ea ynk log slama nuii ak cma bkin msalah d khdupan kmu .
. .You always be the one in my heart .
. .Cma msalah kyk gtu kita bisca putus . OMG !!
. .Bru 1x seumur idup d gtuin . Trnyta broke heart cuakidd beudhh ea .
. .Cba ak bsca muter waktu . Gakant akku lakuin hal sbodoh n stolol ntu yg bsca wat kita bubar kyk gnii . Yg buad idupku ancur gnii .
. .Yg buadd idupku tnpa hrapan kyk gnii .
. .Iri sma kaliand yg bsca lbh drpda ak .
. .Huftt .
. .Yaudahlah logg emng takdirna . Mngkn Allah bkal ngace akku org yg lbh baeg drpda dy .
. .Mkce ea beibh kmu dah prnh jdie yg trbaeg wat akku . Jdie smangad idupku .
. .Dan skrg wlpn gada kamu d smpingku lgie . Akku ttep mce mngharapkantmu . Akku mce syg ma kmu . Akku mce cnta ma kmu .
. .Tnkz for all beibh . I love you so much . And i can't stop loving you .
.

Senin, 12 Oktober 2009

Unintended

. .You could be my unintended .
. . Choice to live my life extended .
. .You could be the one i'll always love .
. .You could be the one who listen .
. .To my deepest inquisitions .
. .You could be the one i'll always love .
. .i'll be there as soon as i can
. .But i'm busy mending broken .
. .Pieces of the life i had before .
. .First there was the one who chailenged .
. .All my dreams and all my balance .
. .He could never be as good as you .
. .You could be my unintended
. .Choice to live my life extended
. .You should be the one i'll always love .

. Perih .

. .Dirimu tak pernah menyadari
. .Semuaa yang telah kau milikii .
. .Kau buang akku tinggalkant drikuu .
. .Kau hancurkant akku seakant ku takk prnah adda .
. .Akku kant bertahan meski takkan mungkin .
. .Menerjang kisahmu walau perih . Walau perih .
. .Salahkah akku terlalu cinta .
. .Berharapp smuaa kant kembali .
. .Kau buang akku tinggalkant dirikuu .
. .Kau hancurkant akku seakantku takk pernah adda .
. .Akku kant bertahan meski takkan mungkin .
. .Menerjang kisahnya walau perih . Walau perih .
.
.
.Moga kmuu taw app yg akku rasain skrg . Moga kmuu gak marahh . Akku tkudd .

Minggu, 11 Oktober 2009

. After cried !

. .Awalna kmu dahh ngace akku hrapan yg ak pkir ntu awal drii keindahan yg akku inginkant slama nehh .
. .Tpie app . You hurt my heart !!!
. .Kamu ngacauint sgalana . Kamu buad ak sedih . Kamu buad hidupku jdie kacau . Kamu hancurin harapan ntu .
. .Akku kant dahh blg . Jng bkin ak skit . Jng bkin ak kcewa .
. .And you said . Yeahh i promise !! But now ???
. .This BULSHITT !! Trnyta omongantmu tuh cma skedar pemanis atja . Ak kra kamu tulus blg gtu .
. .Ohh yeahh i know now ! You just make me cry . Make me sad . Make me angry .
. .Why ? Why ? Why ?
. .Knpv kamu tega gituint akku . App slahku ?
. .BILANG DONK !!! Jng diem atja . Akku gakant ngrti n gakant prnh ngerti logg kmu gtu truz .
. .Kamu trtutup beudh ma akku . Mang akku neh cpa kamu ceh ???
. .Kamu gak prcya ma akku ?
. .Kamu mce ngraguin akku ?
. Key logg gtu . Ak trima dng hati yang treluka !
. .Huftt .
. .After cried . Feeling dying . Still alone . Nobody's know .
. .After cried . Feeling empty . Still alone . Nobody's know .
. .After cried . Feeling so alone . And you don't know what i'm feeling .
. .Yeahh . You never know that .
. .Tell me why ? Plis tell me !
. .Knpv kamu ngomong tuh . Jelasin dnx !
. .Smakin mlam smakin larut dlm ksediant . Smakin mlam smakin larut dlm ksediant . Smakin mlam smakin larut dlm ksediant .
. .Ksediant yg sangadht menyesak d dada .
. .Ksediant yg gak mungkin bisca ak lupvakant gtu atja .
. .Ksediant yg membuad sgalanya kyk mimpi buruk .
. .I hope its just a dream . Yeahh i hope that .
. .Berharap saat ak trbangun . Kamu udda adda d dpnku dan brkata kata" yg ingin ak dngar .
. .Kata" yg slama neh gak prnh trucap dri mulutmu .
. .Huftt .
. .Menghela nafas panjang . Untuk melepaskant penat yg adda d dada .
. .Menghela nafas panjang . Untuk menghapus kesedian yg adda d dada .
. .Menghela nafas panjang . Hanya untuk menghilangkant tuh semua .
. .Stopp laguu melow . Yg adda hanya membuad hati ini tmbah sakit .
. . Forget it . Don't remember it .
. .Lupakan segalanya . Jika kamu ingin ketenangan d sna .
. .Lupakan crita kita .
. .Sori if i always make you sad .
. .Sori if i always distrub in your life .
. .I just wanna say . " SORRY "
. .Tnkz for everything . You always be the one in my heart .
. .Cz your everything in my life .
. .Dan asal kamu taw . Akku akant slalu setia menunggu waktu yang slama ini ak tunggu . Waktu yang udda kamu janjiint k akku .
. .Plis proof you promise !!
. .Akku menunggu . Stay in here . Just for you .

Sabtu, 10 Oktober 2009

. . . . . . . . . . .

. .Urusint atja driimu sndri .
. .Akku tew akku tak pnting untukmu .
. .Akku tew smuaa tuhh .
. .Bilaa kamu seneng dngan smua tuhh .
. .Akku jua kudd sneng .

Jumat, 09 Oktober 2009

Bahagiaaa !!!

. Ahahaii . Senengg beudtt akku skrgg .
. You make me happy !!
. Hari ini ku lukis wajahku dng senyum trindahku . Ak bahagiaaa beudtt . Kamu udda watt akku trsenyum kembali .
. Kamu trnyatha taww logg akku mengharapkant ntu kembali . Stelah bbrapa minggu nuii kmu buadd ak sedih . Kesel . Sbel . Marah . N dongkol bgd ma kamu .
. Skrgg kamu udda bisca watt akku ketawa sperti dulu . Pertahantkant ntu !
. Ak gamaw kamu watt ak sedih lagi . Ak gamaw kehilangant senyumantku . Terutama senyuman termanismu untukku .
. Tnkz tnkz tnkz tnkz beudtt kamu dahh ngembaliint ak kyk dulu . Mkce bgd kamu dah ngace harapan yg positif watt akku .
. Akku syg kamu !

. i don't know ????

. Haruzkahh akku brdiam diri sperti ini ??
. Haruzkahh akku menyiksa diri sperti ini ??
. Haruzkah akku menunggu keajaibant dtng untukku ??
. Kenapa akku bisca selemah ini ??
. Kenapa akku bisca sebodoh ini ??
. Kenapa akku bisca setolol ini ??
. Akku menjalantkant sesuatu yg akku sendiripun gak ngrti kemana arahna .
. Terpontang panting di dunia ini .
. i try to fix it up !
. But . Huftt . i falled to fix it !
. Why ? Why ? Why ? Why ?
. Pliss tell me why ?
. i don't know what i feel now !!
. its hard to say !!
. Ohh Tuhan tolonglah akku .
. Akku tak mengerti tentang smua ini .
. Akku trlalu bego untuk mengerti smua ini .
. Akku sndripun gak ngrti knpa akku bisca kyk gnii .
. Dia yang salah attow akku yg egois ??
. I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today .
. Cause i love you .
. Whether its wrong or right to me ?
.
.
. I don't wan't to run away but i can't take it,,i don't understand .
. if i'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that i'am .
. Is there any way that i can stay in your arms ??
. I don't know why you're so far away .
. But i know that this much is true .
. Well make it through .
. And i hope you're the one i share my life with .
. And i wish that you could be the one i die with .
. I hope i love you all my life .
. Your everything to me .
. Please don't leave me .
. Stay with me . Forever .

Kamis, 08 Oktober 2009

Sebuah cerita

. .Sebuah cerita
. .Sebuah nama
. .Dan sebentuk cinta
. .Just for you beibh

. You are in my mind .
. I think about the days that we had .
. You are always gonna be the one .
. How i wish ...
. I could have never let you go !
. In my life ...
. You're always gonna be the one .
. The only one ...
. I pray ...
. That i can feel the warmth of your embrace .
. The pieces of my heart are missing you .
. I love the things that you do .
. Everything that i do .
. Reminds me of you .
. Do you see how much i need you ???
. I'm learning all about my life .
. By looking through your eyes .
. Everything about you .
. Is spirit for me ...
. I miss you ...
. I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today .
. I LOVE YOU !
. Whether it's wrong or right .
. For me ...
. You're my everything ...
. Thanks for everything you done for me ...
. I miss you so much beibh .
. No words can explain it .
. Only you ...
. Can heal it ...
.
. By :: putri chili

. Sing ::

. .Ku tetap berdiri .
. .Appapunt ku jalani .
. .Ku tetap brdiri appapunt ku hadapi .
. .Berdiri . Terinjak . Hadapi hidupku .
. .Berdiri beranjak . Kau bukant lawantku .
. .Camkant appa yg ku ucap !!
. .
. .PEEWEEGASKINS with BERDIRI TERINJAK

Selasa, 06 Oktober 2009

Anjritx !!

. D cuekint . Gra" kbnykant pkirant jdie kyk gni .
. Anjrit .
. Ak sbel ma kmu . Kmu trlalu cuex .
. You don't know what i'm feeling !
. Kmu trlalu cuek ma ak . Kmu gasa ngrtiint prasaant ak . You hurt my heart !!
. i still alone .
. Kmu kykna mang dah ga pduli ma ak . Keyy logg gtu yg kmu maw . Ak ngrtiin .
. Ak gamaw egois jua . Walpun nyesek . Piee .... Huftt .

Minggu, 04 Oktober 2009

Uhuii arghrww !!

. Senengna ak bsha nntn FD4 . Film yg ak tunggu" .
. Sbel !!!
. Dia jahad . Dia jahad . Dia jahad .
. Dia tega . Dia tega . Dia tega .
. Ak egois . Ak egois . Ak egois .

Sabtu, 03 Oktober 2009

Bego ...!!!

. .Hahaha tadie mlem bego sangadht .
. .Ak bljar naeg mtor koplingant sma zahara mlem" . Brhbung ak lom bgtu bsa naeg mtor koplingant jdie tdie mlem mtorna macet d tngah jland .
. .Gra" ak ga bgtu bsa maenint koplingantna . Hahaha . Bego beudh .
. .Ampk d liadin mba" . Truz zahara blng . Mav mba lgie bljar naeg mtor .
. .Waduh malu"int sanatt . Truz mba"na tuh ktwa . Arghrww .
. .Memalukant .
. .Piehh seruu . Wkwkwk xD .!

. Hard to say .

. Huftt .
. 3 bulan . 3 bulan . 3 bulan .
. Malming . Malming . Malming .
. Lonely . Lonely . Lonely .
. Sick . Sick . Sick .
. Cry . Cry . Cry .
. Keep smile . Keep smile . Keep smile .
. Try . Try . Try .
. Fix . Fix . Fix .
. Positif thingking . Positif thingking . Positif thingking .
. Tell me why . Tell me why . Tell me why .
. Forget it . Forget it . Forget it .
. i can't say it . i can't say it . i can't say it .
. So hard . So hard . So hard .
. Why . Why . Why .
. i don't know . i don't know . i don't know .
. Keep the problems inside . Keep the problems inside . Keep the problems inside .
. Shit . Shit . Shit .
. Damn . Damn . Damn .
. i'm so fools for u . i'm so fools for u . i'm so fools for u
.Insomnia . Insomnia . Insomnia .
. I hope u know . I hope u know . I hope u know .
. In my heart . In my heart . In my heart .
. Huftt .
. Its hard to say . Its hard to say . Its hard to say .
. I just wanna say . I just wanna say . I just wanna say .
. Huftt .
. i need u . i need u . i need u .
. i miss u so . i miss u so . i miss u so .
. Tnkz for everything u done me . Tnkz for everything u done me . Tnkz for everything u done me .
. Mavint ak log ak slama nuii bego bgd . Mavint ak log ak slama nuii bego bgd . Mavint ak log ak slama nuii bego bgd .
. Mav log ak lebay . Mav log ak lebay . Mav log ak lebay .
. Mavint smua kehilafantku . Mavint smua kehilafantku . Mavint smua kehilafantku .
. Ak sygg kamu beibh . Ak sygg kmu beibh . Ak sygg kmu beibh .
.
.
. Bner gak ea tulisant n artina ???



Putri chili cuma cinta phee .!!!
o3.1o.2oo9 x] .!

. . Hiphip hurara ... ^^!

. .Sygg kita skrg dah 3bln . Hahaha .
. .Hepi anniversary ea syggku . Smoga kita bsa mjdie lbih baeg dri sblumna .
. .Chii cinta phee .
. .o3.o7.o9
. . Hahaha xD .!!
. .Loveusomuchsygg .!! i will always love you beibh . n ak janji gakant ngecewaent kmu . Eahh i promise !! Just for you .
. .Writter :: putri chili
.o3.1o.o9.

Jumat, 02 Oktober 2009

????

. Ak kant brtahant mski takant mungkint . Menerjang kisahna . Walau perih .
. Walau perih .
. Huftt .
. Knpv kaliant jdie kyk gnii cehh ? Brubah sangadht ?
. Knpva ? Knpva ? Knpva ?
. Ak gamaw kaliant kyk gnii . Sedihh sangadht . Huftt . Dsar kaliant egois !! Ga mkrint ak !! Awas kaliant .
. Bkal ak cuexint kaliant !!!

Kamis, 01 Oktober 2009

Sbell .!!!

. Arghrww hari yang menyebalkant !!!
. Dsar org cuek !!

i do .!!


. .On this night i wanna swear
. .I will always be there by your side
. .This i promise you beibh
. .That i will always treat you right
. .Cz so many man i know
. .You're the one that i love so true
. .Every little thing you did to me nobody else can do
. .I do i do i love you
. .I do i do . Need you .
. .I do i do think about you
. . Theres nothing more that i want . But you .
. .Don't keep this problem inside
. .Just tell me and well try to fix it up
. .We're gonna go thru this together
. .i'll be there for you anytime you want
. .Just believe what i say
. .its not a game i'm trying to play
. .Never falled this way before
. .Now i love you more and more

Singing with computer

Down to you
you're pushing and pulling me down to you
but i don't know what i
now when i caught myself
i had to stop myself
from saying something
that i should've never thought
now when i caught myself
i had to stop myself
from saying something that i should've never thought of you of you

paramore with i chaught myself
yeahh i love paramore !!!

Ashh nyebai .!!

. Argrhrww .
. Blog putrichili ku ilang . Ak buad bru nuii . Dri hape . Tdiena plsaku mce 3rb skrg tnggal 1ooo . Shitt !!!
. Blogku skrg jdie www.putrichili-killeryourdreams.blogspot.com
. Srem ea nmana . Wkwkwk . Ashh yobent ! Apik ogg Xb .!
Mna ortu mrah" gra" jm sgni ak lom mndi . Pdhal ak lgie ckidd .
. Biarint . Org lgie buad tugas ogg . Mkantna psangin modem dnx biar ngrjaent tgasku ga d hape . Wkwkwk . Ga nyambung eo alsanku Xb .!
. Syukur nuii ak da bsa wat blog dri hape . Tak kra gasa . Ehh tnytato bisa . Wkwkwk .
. Mklum klo d hape biasa fbant wae . Wkwkwk XD .!
. Jnanat ampk nuii blog eror lgie gra" lupva sandi . Hahaha .
. Kykna jua sandina dah bner ogg gasa msug" . Bwad bru wawelahh . Hahaii xD .!

. Eank batca crithaku hruz d koment . Neg ga d koment tak sumpaint kmu . Hahaha xD .!

. Yasudda duwlu yoy . Plsa gasa d ajk kmpromi . Mkcehh eank dahh batca .
. Slamm :: putri chili aprilio hilton xa .!