Senin, 15 Maret 2010

forever

I hope you know
But I always try
To be a good girl untill my last breathe
I can pretend
The feeling for you
You make me feel like I’m free again

Let me kiss you
Let me hold you

Every step you take
Every word you say
And every game you play
I’ll be watching you

‘Cause my love for you forever

I rip my heart out
Want this love from you
‘Cause you are the one untill my last breathe
I can pretend the feeling for you
You make me feel like I’m free again

Let me kiss you
Let me hold you

Every step you take
Every word you say
And every game you play
I’ll be watching you

‘Cause my love for you forever, forever, forever, forever

Every step you take,
Every word you say
And every game you play
I’ll be watching you

Every step you take,
Every word you say
And every game you play
I’ll be watching you

Forever…

perfect

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
but it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you, proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Jumat, 12 Maret 2010

everybody hurts

When your day is long
And the night
The night is yours alone
When you're sure you've had enough of this life
Well hang on

Don't let yourself go
Cause everybody cries
And everybody hurts
Sometimes

Sometimes everything is wrong
Now it's time to sing along
(When your day is night alone)
Hold on, hold on
(If you feel like letting go)
Hold on
If you're sure you've had too much of this life
Hang on

Cause everybody hurts, sometimes
Take comfort in your friends
And everybody hurts

Don't blow your head
Oh, no
Don't blow your head
If you feel like you're alone
No, no, no, you're not alone

If you're on your own
In this life
And the days and nights are long
If you're sure you've had too much
Of this life
To hang on

Well, everybody hurts
Sometimes, everybody cries
Sometimes, everybody hurts
Sometimes

And everybody hurts
Sometimes

So, hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
(Cause no you are not alone)

Fade out

walking away

I’m walking away from the troubles in my life
I’m walking away oh to find a better day
I’m walking away from the troubles in my life
I’m walking away oh to find a better day
I’m walking away

sometimes some people get me wrong
when it’s something I’ve said or done
sometimes you feel there is no fun
that’s why you turn and run
but now I truly realise
some people don’t wanna cpomromise
well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies
and well I don’t wanna live my life too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights i’m sorry to say lady

I’m walking away from the troubles in my life
I’m walking away oh to find a better day
I’m walking away from the troubles in my life
I’m walking away oh to find a better day
I’m walking away

Well I’m so tired baby
things you say you’re driving me away
whispers in the powder room baby
don’t listen to the games they play
girl I thought you’d realise
I’m not like them other guys
coz I saw them with my own eyes
you should’ve been more wise
and well I don’t wanna live my life too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights I’m sorry to say lady

I’m walking away from the troubles in my life
I’m walking away oh to find a better day
I’m walking away from the troubles in my life
I’m walking away oh to find a better day
I’m walking away

don't say you love me

I've seen this place a thousand times
I felt this all before
And every time you call I've waited there
As though you might not call at all
I know this face, I'm wearing now
I've seen this in my eyes
And though it feel so great
I'm still afraid that you'll be leaving anytime
We've done this once and you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Don't say you love me, unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I only believe it
Make it real or take it all away


I've caught myself smiling alone
Just thinking of your voice
And dreaming of your touch is all too much
You know I don't have any choice
We've done this once and you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more
Don't say....

100 years

I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire


Making our way back from Mars
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind
I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis



Chasing the years of my life
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
Half time goes by
Suddenly you?re wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone


The sun is getting high
We're moving on...
I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you?re on your way
Every day's a new day...
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

you leave me breathless

You leave me breathless
You heavenly thing
You look so wonderful
You're like a breath of spring
You leave me speechless
I'm just like the birds
I'm filled with melody
But at a loss for words
That little grin of yours
That funny chin of yours
There's so much to my heart
Or give your lips to me
For darling that would be
The final touch to my heart
You leave me breathless
That's all I can say
I can't say more because
You take my breath away

Senin, 08 Maret 2010

where you go ??

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...

Rabu, 03 Maret 2010

. I still remember

. Akku inget banget . Skrg tgl yg pling bersejarah bwt hdupku . Sseorg yg dlu akku syg nembak akku . Tp sayang gak brtahan lama . Dan hbungan itu hrz brakhr d bln k 3 kita jadian . Ngenes bgt rasanya ...
. Kau lupakan jnjimu yg dlu . Kau hitamkan smua rasa . Dan kau mengubah sgalanya . Appa kau lupa sama janjimu . Appa kau lupa akku . Atto kau lupa dngan sgala ssuatu yg tlah trjdi ttg kita ? Tell me why ? Knpa kmu lakuin itu sama akku ?
. Akku emang gak bsa kyk kamu . Akku gak bsa jadi org yg mudah melupakan ssuatu yg brkenang bgt . Akku gak bisa dan akku gak kant prnh bsa jadi kyk kamu !!
. Jadi kyk kamu yg bsa sgampng ittu nglupain akku ! Bsa sgampang ittu ngasih aku cinta dan sgampng itu pula ngasi aku luka ! Bsa sgampng ittu ngasi akku harapan dan sgampng itu pula ngapus hrapan itu ! Bsa sgampng ittu NGGINGET knangan kita dan sgampng ittu kmu NGLUPAIN knangan kitaa !
. Okke kita pts . Tp bkan brarti kita MUSUHAN kant ?!! Woy lo blg ke gw wlpun kita pts kita bsa jd shbt . Tp mna buktinya bray ??!!! Lo boonk ma gw !! Its just a lie ! You LYING ! Klo kita shbtan knpa kita gak prnh ngbrol ? Knp tiap lo gw sms gak prnh blz . Okelah d blz tp singkat bgt . Gw rela buang plsa demi lo tp lo ????
. Hehh akku sadar akku cuma anak kecil ingusan yg gak brarti buat lo . Tp lo stidaknya ngehargain gw dkit ngapa . Huft . Emng gw yg mulai smua msalah ini ! Tp gw brusaha bwt mnta mav . Bwt ngrubah sgalanya . Gw cma pngen kita baikan . Gak diem"an gni .
. Akku capek nginget knangan" yg mstinya ak lupain . Akku cpek nyimpen rasa perih yg lo kasi . Akku pngen triak ! Akku pngen nglepasin smwa beban ! Mangnya salah klo akku crita ttg msalahku k org wlpn mreka gak bsa ngasi solusi k aku ? Knp salah ? Appa salahnya ? Apa aku hrz nyimpen msalah gw . Di pndem dalem" sdangkan gw jua gak tau gmna ngatasin msalah itu . Aku cma curhat k org" dan ittu kamu katain "AHH APAAN SIH PUTY TUH GAK BISA NGATASIN MASALAHNYA SNDRI" woyy nyadar bray ! Lo pasti jua dah prnh crht sma org laen kant ? Brarti lo jg gak bsa ngatasin masalah lo sndri donk ?!!
. Percuma aku mrah sma kmu yg adda cma buat sakit hati ajja . Dan gak brguna bwt aku .
. Huftt .
. Akku gak ngrti appa yg hrz akku lakuin . Smua srba slah . Tp ak ttep brusaha btw ttep tgar . Aku tau Allah psti bkal ngasi jalan . Yeahhh pasti . Better than this way :D i believe .

Senin, 01 Maret 2010

the only exception

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry and curse at the wind
Broke his own heart and I watched as he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that she would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised I'd never sing of love if it does not exist

But darling you are the only exception

Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone
Keep a straight face
I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well you are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality but I can't let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

You are the only exception

I'm on my way to believing