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. .I can see the first leaf falling .
. .It's all yellow and nice .
. .It's so very cold outside .
. .Like the way i'm feeling inside .
. .Outside it's now raining .
. .And tears are falling from my eyes .
. .Why did it have to happen ?
. .Why did it all have to end ?
. .I have your arms around me .
. .Ohh like fire ! Arghhrw ^^!
. .But when i open my eyes .
. .YOU'RE GONE !
. .Ashh shit ! Huhuhu T.T
. .It's just a nice dream .
. .I'm a little girl .
. .In a big big world .
. .It's not a big thing .
. .If you leave me .
. .But i do feel .
. .That i too will miss you much .
. .Miss you much !

. After cried !!!!

. .Jam 9ant . Akku resmi mnjdie jomblo .
. .Wkwkwk xD .!
. .Mavin ak ea ynk log slama nuii ak cma bkin msalah d khdupan kmu .
. .You always be the one in my heart .
. .Cma msalah kyk gtu kita bisca putus . OMG !!
. .Bru 1x seumur idup d gtuin . Trnyta broke heart cuakidd beudhh ea .
. .Cba ak bsca muter waktu . Gakant akku lakuin hal sbodoh n stolol ntu yg bsca wat kita bubar kyk gnii . Yg buad idupku ancur gnii .
. .Yg buadd idupku tnpa hrapan kyk gnii .
. .Iri sma kaliand yg bsca lbh drpda ak .
. .Huftt .
. .Yaudahlah logg emng takdirna . Mngkn Allah bkal ngace akku org yg lbh baeg drpda dy .
. .Mkce ea beibh kmu dah prnh jdie yg trbaeg wat akku . Jdie smangad idupku .
. .Dan skrg wlpn gada kamu d smpingku lgie . Akku ttep mce mngharapkantmu . Akku mce syg ma kmu . Akku mce cnta ma kmu .
. .Tnkz for all beibh . I love you so much . And i can't stop loving you .
.

Unintended

. .You could be my unintended .
. . Choice to live my life extended .
. .You could be the one i'll always love .
. .You could be the one who listen .
. .To my deepest inquisitions .
. .You could be the one i'll always love .
. .i'll be there as soon as i can
. .But i'm busy mending broken .
. .Pieces of the life i had before .
. .First there was the one who chailenged .
. .All my dreams and all my balance .
. .He could never be as good as you .
. .You could be my unintended
. .Choice to live my life extended
. .You should be the one i'll always love .

. Perih .

. .Dirimu tak pernah menyadari
. .Semuaa yang telah kau milikii .
. .Kau buang akku tinggalkant drikuu .
. .Kau hancurkant akku seakant ku takk prnah adda .
. .Akku kant bertahan meski takkan mungkin .
. .Menerjang kisahmu walau perih . Walau perih .
. .Salahkah akku terlalu cinta .
. .Berharapp smuaa kant kembali .
. .Kau buang akku tinggalkant dirikuu .
. .Kau hancurkant akku seakantku takk pernah adda .
. .Akku kant bertahan meski takkan mungkin .
. .Menerjang kisahnya walau perih . Walau perih .
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.Moga kmuu taw app yg akku rasain skrg . Moga kmuu gak marahh . Akku tkudd .

. After cried !

. .Awalna kmu dahh ngace akku hrapan yg ak pkir ntu awal drii keindahan yg akku inginkant slama nehh .
. .Tpie app . You hurt my heart !!!
. .Kamu ngacauint sgalana . Kamu buad ak sedih . Kamu buad hidupku jdie kacau . Kamu hancurin harapan ntu .
. .Akku kant dahh blg . Jng bkin ak skit . Jng bkin ak kcewa .
. .And you said . Yeahh i promise !! But now ???
. .This BULSHITT !! Trnyta omongantmu tuh cma skedar pemanis atja . Ak kra kamu tulus blg gtu .
. .Ohh yeahh i know now ! You just make me cry . Make me sad . Make me angry .
. .Why ? Why ? Why ?
. .Knpv kamu tega gituint akku . App slahku ?
. .BILANG DONK !!! Jng diem atja . Akku gakant ngrti n gakant prnh ngerti logg kmu gtu truz .
. .Kamu trtutup beudh ma akku . Mang akku neh cpa kamu ceh ???
. .Kamu gak prcya ma akku ?
. .Kamu mce ngraguin akku ?
. Key logg gtu . Ak trima dng hati yang treluka !
. .Huftt .
. .After cried . Feeling dying . Still alone . Nobody's know .
. .After cried . Feeling empty . Still alone . Nobody's know .
. .After cried . Feeling so alone . And you don't know what i'm feeling .
. .Yeahh . You never know that .
. .Tell me why ? Plis tell me !
. .Knpv kamu ngomong tuh . Jelasin dnx !
. .Smakin mlam smakin larut dlm ksediant . Smakin mlam smakin larut dlm ksediant . Smakin mlam smakin larut dlm ksediant .
. .Ksediant yg sangadht menyesak d dada .
. .Ksediant yg gak mungkin bisca ak lupvakant gtu atja .
. .Ksediant yg membuad sgalanya kyk mimpi buruk .
. .I hope its just a dream . Yeahh i hope that .
. .Berharap saat ak trbangun . Kamu udda adda d dpnku dan brkata kata" yg ingin ak dngar .
. .Kata" yg slama neh gak prnh trucap dri mulutmu .
. .Huftt .
. .Menghela nafas panjang . Untuk melepaskant penat yg adda d dada .
. .Menghela nafas panjang . Untuk menghapus kesedian yg adda d dada .
. .Menghela nafas panjang . Hanya untuk menghilangkant tuh semua .
. .Stopp laguu melow . Yg adda hanya membuad hati ini tmbah sakit .
. . Forget it . Don't remember it .
. .Lupakan segalanya . Jika kamu ingin ketenangan d sna .
. .Lupakan crita kita .
. .Sori if i always make you sad .
. .Sori if i always distrub in your life .
. .I just wanna say . " SORRY "
. .Tnkz for everything . You always be the one in my heart .
. .Cz your everything in my life .
. .Dan asal kamu taw . Akku akant slalu setia menunggu waktu yang slama ini ak tunggu . Waktu yang udda kamu janjiint k akku .
. .Plis proof you promise !!
. .Akku menunggu . Stay in here . Just for you .

. . . . . . . . . . .

. .Urusint atja driimu sndri .
. .Akku tew akku tak pnting untukmu .
. .Akku tew smuaa tuhh .
. .Bilaa kamu seneng dngan smua tuhh .
. .Akku jua kudd sneng .

Bahagiaaa !!!

. Ahahaii . Senengg beudtt akku skrgg .
. You make me happy !!
. Hari ini ku lukis wajahku dng senyum trindahku . Ak bahagiaaa beudtt . Kamu udda watt akku trsenyum kembali .
. Kamu trnyatha taww logg akku mengharapkant ntu kembali . Stelah bbrapa minggu nuii kmu buadd ak sedih . Kesel . Sbel . Marah . N dongkol bgd ma kamu .
. Skrgg kamu udda bisca watt akku ketawa sperti dulu . Pertahantkant ntu !
. Ak gamaw kamu watt ak sedih lagi . Ak gamaw kehilangant senyumantku . Terutama senyuman termanismu untukku .
. Tnkz tnkz tnkz tnkz beudtt kamu dahh ngembaliint ak kyk dulu . Mkce bgd kamu dah ngace harapan yg positif watt akku .
. Akku syg kamu !